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May. 3rd, 2017 10:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spherepetWe might not see much movement in the real world today, but the inner realms are teeming with pain and gain. Emotional stress translates into personal growth as karmic Saturn dynamically squares wounded Chiron. We're not necessarily happy as we become more aware of our limitations. But the nurturing Cancer Moon connects with spiritual Neptune and auspicious Jupiter to remind us resilience is a gift that leads us to the gold at rainbow's end.
Your ambivalence about a significant relationship reaches a critical turning point today. You're eager to put your life back on track and will do nearly anything to earn the approval of those you love. However, you're tired of being the one who carries the weight and does the work no one else offers to do. Whatever you decide, you might end up wishing you took the other course of action. Fortunately, the solution is simple: keep busy in your pursuit of success without expecting too much from others. Take responsibility for your own happiness without depending on anyone else.
I went to sleep at about 10:00 pm. I was so exhausted that I slept right through until about 6:00 am. I got up and drank a tall glass of water along with my missed midnight pills. That didn’t get me going as much as smoking four cigarettes and watching the movie Startrek Beyond. Peter woke up at about 7:00 am and came out to his computer desk. I was already at mine and we talked for a bit as I finished watching my latest movie.
I was surprised at how well and for how long I had slept through the night. I don’t know if it was my late night bath or just being tired from the busy day we had enjoyed. The main thing was that now I was not tired but I was still as unmotivated as I usually was for the past few months. There is so much I can do and should be doing. But, being so unmotivated only means that nothing gets done.
Your ambivalence about a significant relationship reaches a critical turning point today. You're eager to put your life back on track and will do nearly anything to earn the approval of those you love. However, you're tired of being the one who carries the weight and does the work no one else offers to do. Whatever you decide, you might end up wishing you took the other course of action. Fortunately, the solution is simple: keep busy in your pursuit of success without expecting too much from others. Take responsibility for your own happiness without depending on anyone else.
I went to sleep at about 10:00 pm. I was so exhausted that I slept right through until about 6:00 am. I got up and drank a tall glass of water along with my missed midnight pills. That didn’t get me going as much as smoking four cigarettes and watching the movie Startrek Beyond. Peter woke up at about 7:00 am and came out to his computer desk. I was already at mine and we talked for a bit as I finished watching my latest movie.
I was surprised at how well and for how long I had slept through the night. I don’t know if it was my late night bath or just being tired from the busy day we had enjoyed. The main thing was that now I was not tired but I was still as unmotivated as I usually was for the past few months. There is so much I can do and should be doing. But, being so unmotivated only means that nothing gets done.
