spherepet: profile250 (Default)
[personal profile] spherepet
Emotional inconsistencies are apparent while the evocative Moon moves through a series of stressful aspects. We are aware of the limitations of rational analysis when the critical Virgo Moon squares authoritative Saturn. We grow hopeful when the Moon shifts into peace-seeking Libra at 2:20 pm EDT. However, tempers flare as aggressive Mars anxiously aligns with irrepressible Uranus. We are wise to breathe deeply and think twice before we act.

You have a secret roadmap to success in your possession now. But you're not interested in sharing it with anyone until all the kinks are eliminated. Obviously, leading a cloak-and-dagger lifestyle is exciting, but it also has its own level of complications. It's nearly impossible to find your feet when your head is in the clouds. Demonstrate your competence by setting realistic goals and then making your dreams come true. Opera singer Beverly Sills said, "There are no shortcuts to any place worth going."

Another day of sleeping either in bed or at my desk. I prefer to sleep in my bed but I don’t always seem to make it that far. Even a little bit is just a little bit too far, sometimes. This on again and off again rotation of going to bed or desk is not the most ideal way of passing time. And, an alternative of watching a movie over and over again also doesn’t fly too well. Oh well, such is life, eh?

It rained all day and is still raining into the following morning. Rain only means that we don’t go outside without covering up in plastic bags and rain gear. We do have that, good rainwear that keeps us dry and warm. It is better that we don’t go outside at all. So, it is another day of watching movies and the many topics on YouTube. I have spent a lot of the day nodding off at my desk while watching something on my monitor.

At the moment, I am listening to a video in YouTube called 'Are you listening to your body's secret signals?' It suddenly struck me that I have been sitting at my desk since Christmas seemingly doing nothing. Have I been doing nothing? Well, I have been going over what I know over and over again. Then I realized that I was not listening to my body's secret signals. I can be so stubborn and stupid at the same time. But, no I was not listening to my body's secret signals.

I started to learn about tapping, about self hypnosis, about mental relaxation, about mental concentration, about all kinds of things in general. But, none of it was directed to myself about anything. I was blank, hearing nothing, seeing and doing nothing, and accomplishing nothing. I have been so sick that I had to take a time for just healing. I still have a lot of healing to do because it seems like I have been suffering and not healing like I should have been doing. Apparently I have to start learning about myself all over again. Hm.

Profile

spherepet: profile250 (Default)
spherepet

April 2018

S M T W T F S
1234567
891011 121314
15 161718192021
2223 24252627 28
2930     

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Jul. 19th, 2025 11:43 pm
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios