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Apr. 16th, 2018 09:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spherepetWe are like surfers who must be vigilant if we want to catch the approaching cosmic wave. Preparation time is over and there’s no time to lose if we are to make the most of the days and weeks ahead. The enterprising Aries New Moon at 9:57 pm EDT triggers immediate action without fear of the consequences. Meanwhile, messenger Mercury completes its three-week retrograde period and turns direct as obstacles, whether real or imagined, slowly fade.
Interactions with others are more passionate now as everyone seems comfortable asking for what they want. Sharing your desires is fine as long as you understand it isn’t your partner’s responsibility to fulfill all of your needs. The spontaneous Aries New Moon highlights your 7th House of Companions, tying your destiny to the emotional satisfaction of others. Nevertheless, you still might believe you should be able to make your partner happy. Albert Camus wrote, “Don’t walk in front of me; I may not follow. Don’t walk behind me; I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend.”
My browser suddenly has a new app that lets me screencapture directly so I can scoop images where and when I want. It is so handy now!
I was quietly working away on the P-51 when my attention was called. It was simply a crude joke that made me overreact when I normally wouldn't have lost control. Well, I did the unthinkable thing by jerking my hands. The frantic movement of my hands was more than enough to rip the fuselage into three pieces. A wing, underbelly air scoop and tail, plus a nose to cockpit section of fuselage with attached wing, and a few pieces of fuselage interior supports fell from my hands onto the desktop.
I was intense and angry at the slight of the crude joke. It was the subject, the man himself, that made me react in anger. In the next instant I was fraught with the sorrow of having a mess to clean up and repair laying on the red desk. Shit happens, eh?
Peter was upset because he told a joke only to have me rip my plane apart. He didn't know what he had done wrong and he didn't want to deal with me at all. I persisted until I was crying and apologising about my loss of control. Peter was not at all happy about there being something wrong with me that was clearly my fault. My apology wasn't accepted. I kept crying and finally settled down with Peter's help.
I haven’t cried for a number of years. For me to break down, it was a surprise and a dismal failure on my part. I should have had far more control to keep myself in a stable condition than to let myself down and fall into a depression. Many people don’t realize that Peter suffers from depression. At times, even I suffer from past traumas I experienced in my life.
I confess that I have had a life of suffering, starving for humanity, violent, and often alone in accomplishing what needed to be done. It was a hard road that I knew was my lot in life. I knew a lot of things because of the extraordinary events that I had to endure. I survived only because of the help given to me by those very super beings that chose to watch over me. They still have a lot of the energy invested in me to be returned somehow, in some way by my own sacrifices and accomplishments in their name.
I believe in God that has nothing to do with humanity. I see the glory of nature as it grows and evolves to have dominion over all. Nature is alive and well in all of the world around me. God is all and everything in the universe I know.
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Things to Remember in overcoming Adversity
#1. Have the right mindset
#2. Be with positive people
#3. Invest in yourself
#4. Have faith
#5. Focus
#6. Count your victories
#7. Write
Interactions with others are more passionate now as everyone seems comfortable asking for what they want. Sharing your desires is fine as long as you understand it isn’t your partner’s responsibility to fulfill all of your needs. The spontaneous Aries New Moon highlights your 7th House of Companions, tying your destiny to the emotional satisfaction of others. Nevertheless, you still might believe you should be able to make your partner happy. Albert Camus wrote, “Don’t walk in front of me; I may not follow. Don’t walk behind me; I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend.”
My browser suddenly has a new app that lets me screencapture directly so I can scoop images where and when I want. It is so handy now!
I was quietly working away on the P-51 when my attention was called. It was simply a crude joke that made me overreact when I normally wouldn't have lost control. Well, I did the unthinkable thing by jerking my hands. The frantic movement of my hands was more than enough to rip the fuselage into three pieces. A wing, underbelly air scoop and tail, plus a nose to cockpit section of fuselage with attached wing, and a few pieces of fuselage interior supports fell from my hands onto the desktop.
I was intense and angry at the slight of the crude joke. It was the subject, the man himself, that made me react in anger. In the next instant I was fraught with the sorrow of having a mess to clean up and repair laying on the red desk. Shit happens, eh?
Peter was upset because he told a joke only to have me rip my plane apart. He didn't know what he had done wrong and he didn't want to deal with me at all. I persisted until I was crying and apologising about my loss of control. Peter was not at all happy about there being something wrong with me that was clearly my fault. My apology wasn't accepted. I kept crying and finally settled down with Peter's help.
I haven’t cried for a number of years. For me to break down, it was a surprise and a dismal failure on my part. I should have had far more control to keep myself in a stable condition than to let myself down and fall into a depression. Many people don’t realize that Peter suffers from depression. At times, even I suffer from past traumas I experienced in my life.
I confess that I have had a life of suffering, starving for humanity, violent, and often alone in accomplishing what needed to be done. It was a hard road that I knew was my lot in life. I knew a lot of things because of the extraordinary events that I had to endure. I survived only because of the help given to me by those very super beings that chose to watch over me. They still have a lot of the energy invested in me to be returned somehow, in some way by my own sacrifices and accomplishments in their name.
I believe in God that has nothing to do with humanity. I see the glory of nature as it grows and evolves to have dominion over all. Nature is alive and well in all of the world around me. God is all and everything in the universe I know.
***********************************
Things to Remember in overcoming Adversity
#1. Have the right mindset
#2. Be with positive people
#3. Invest in yourself
#4. Have faith
#5. Focus
#6. Count your victories
#7. Write
