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spherepetWe intend to finish whatever we start but are endlessly distracted by fun possibilities. Although we land with our feet on the ground when the Moon steps into dependable Taurus at 4:50 am EDT, we also focus more on our senses. Nevertheless, a stressful Mercury-Venus connection shows us simple pleasures that are within reach, along with all the logical reasons not to pursue them. Meanwhile, an approaching Venus-Jupiter opposition urges us to indulge.
Your current determination may come as a shock to those who are more accustomed to your ambivalence. Nevertheless, you're working with an ambitious agenda that involves other people and you’re not shy about getting them to play specific roles in your life now. Although you harbor certainty that everything will come together at the last minute, you’re simultaneously not really sure how this miracle will happen. Vincent van Gogh wrote, “If you hear a voice within you say you cannot paint, then by all means paint and that voice will be silenced.”
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It is 4:00 am and the day is just beginning for some of us, but not all. I am up and running around on the Internet thinking what I always think. It is never good to be fixated on any one thing, so I keep my mind as busy as possible. I just think of everything all at once and keep myself amused and confused at the same time. Now, ain’t that the way?
Jessica goes off to work while we go off to bed. I’t is not as easy to go to sleep as it should be because of all of the pills I have to take. My diet of over fifteen prescriptions It has become a habit to take three extra pink pills of 2 mg each containing hydromorphone. It is more than enough to knock the feet out from under most people, but it is hardly a tickler to me. Believe that I have a high level of pain that requires a massive dose of medication to keep me in a barely tolerable state. Actually it is a fact that pain medication is prescribed at a level of one third what is needed by a patient. Another mark on the wall for doctors, as far as I am concerned. I love those doctor marks.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCZTEm6U7do
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Which Patronis are you?
You are a straight up Ravenclaw. You’re smart, curious, a bit bookish, and absolutely practical. You’re likely to be found reading a book, or perhaps with your nose buried deep in your studies. As anyone can tell you, the animal most associated with wisdom is the beautiful owl, which is why you got such a gorgeous Patronus.
Your happiest memories might be of the library, but they’ll still conjure a Patronus that will keep you safe with talons and beak.
There are plenty of phony, two-faced people out there who only do things that benefit themselves, and sometimes they’re the very people we call “friends.” You may not realize you’re being played at first, because a phony friend often comes off as nice and generous towards you. But this behavior is meant to benefit them, and no one else.
So how can you know for sure if your friend is not actually genuine? Here are five signs you can look for!
1. They aim to please
A phony friend will agree with you on your opinions and views, but this isn’t because they think you’re right or want you to be happy. They are quick to agree with someone with opposing views because they want to be accepted and liked by all.
2. They rarely talk about themselves
A fake friend doesn’t like to answer questions about themselves or share any opinions. They fear rejection and being disliked, so they rather avert the attention back to you so they can agree with what you say. A friend who won’t share themselves with you is no real friend.
3. They give you over-the-top gifts
Giving gifts feels amazing, especially if it’s from the heart. However, a phony friend wants to make sure they give you the best and most lavish gift to impress others. This is not for your benefit, they just want to appear elevated and like they are the better person.
4. They are overly respectful towards power
It is polite to be respectful towards everyone, but a phony friend is quick to throw you under the bus (privately of course) if it means they’ll look good in the eyes of someone with power. However, if you’re the one in power, this fake person will be overly nice to you to get what they want.
5. They crave attention
A phony friend doesn’t like talking about themselves, which is why they steal your stories, ideas, or jokes and tell them to other people so they can receive the recognition. This fake friend prefers to take credit for something you’ve done, and would not hesitate to give a dramatic speech in your honor just so the attention is on them.
It is already 9:00 pm and nothing has been accomplished during the day except to sleep the hours away. I stood at the red desk and the disaster on it, only to turn and walk back to my other desk. I have spent most of my time at this computer desk, watching movies and barely doing any typing. I should have done so much more. What a waste.
I was almost over spitting up thick phlegm. But, what the doctors recommended was that I stop taking antibiotics early. I was still spitting and they stopped the prescription. The spitting continued as it did and has grown back like a thick mold in my lungs. Why do I have to suffer spitting when they know what can stop it completely? I hate doctors with a terrible passion. So much for their sacred oath of helping while on the pay of the drug companies.
Your current determination may come as a shock to those who are more accustomed to your ambivalence. Nevertheless, you're working with an ambitious agenda that involves other people and you’re not shy about getting them to play specific roles in your life now. Although you harbor certainty that everything will come together at the last minute, you’re simultaneously not really sure how this miracle will happen. Vincent van Gogh wrote, “If you hear a voice within you say you cannot paint, then by all means paint and that voice will be silenced.”
*******************************
It is 4:00 am and the day is just beginning for some of us, but not all. I am up and running around on the Internet thinking what I always think. It is never good to be fixated on any one thing, so I keep my mind as busy as possible. I just think of everything all at once and keep myself amused and confused at the same time. Now, ain’t that the way?
Jessica goes off to work while we go off to bed. I’t is not as easy to go to sleep as it should be because of all of the pills I have to take. My diet of over fifteen prescriptions It has become a habit to take three extra pink pills of 2 mg each containing hydromorphone. It is more than enough to knock the feet out from under most people, but it is hardly a tickler to me. Believe that I have a high level of pain that requires a massive dose of medication to keep me in a barely tolerable state. Actually it is a fact that pain medication is prescribed at a level of one third what is needed by a patient. Another mark on the wall for doctors, as far as I am concerned. I love those doctor marks.
**************************
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCZTEm6U7do
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Which Patronis are you?
You are a straight up Ravenclaw. You’re smart, curious, a bit bookish, and absolutely practical. You’re likely to be found reading a book, or perhaps with your nose buried deep in your studies. As anyone can tell you, the animal most associated with wisdom is the beautiful owl, which is why you got such a gorgeous Patronus.
Your happiest memories might be of the library, but they’ll still conjure a Patronus that will keep you safe with talons and beak.
There are plenty of phony, two-faced people out there who only do things that benefit themselves, and sometimes they’re the very people we call “friends.” You may not realize you’re being played at first, because a phony friend often comes off as nice and generous towards you. But this behavior is meant to benefit them, and no one else.
So how can you know for sure if your friend is not actually genuine? Here are five signs you can look for!
1. They aim to please
A phony friend will agree with you on your opinions and views, but this isn’t because they think you’re right or want you to be happy. They are quick to agree with someone with opposing views because they want to be accepted and liked by all.
2. They rarely talk about themselves
A fake friend doesn’t like to answer questions about themselves or share any opinions. They fear rejection and being disliked, so they rather avert the attention back to you so they can agree with what you say. A friend who won’t share themselves with you is no real friend.
3. They give you over-the-top gifts
Giving gifts feels amazing, especially if it’s from the heart. However, a phony friend wants to make sure they give you the best and most lavish gift to impress others. This is not for your benefit, they just want to appear elevated and like they are the better person.
4. They are overly respectful towards power
It is polite to be respectful towards everyone, but a phony friend is quick to throw you under the bus (privately of course) if it means they’ll look good in the eyes of someone with power. However, if you’re the one in power, this fake person will be overly nice to you to get what they want.
5. They crave attention
A phony friend doesn’t like talking about themselves, which is why they steal your stories, ideas, or jokes and tell them to other people so they can receive the recognition. This fake friend prefers to take credit for something you’ve done, and would not hesitate to give a dramatic speech in your honor just so the attention is on them.
It is already 9:00 pm and nothing has been accomplished during the day except to sleep the hours away. I stood at the red desk and the disaster on it, only to turn and walk back to my other desk. I have spent most of my time at this computer desk, watching movies and barely doing any typing. I should have done so much more. What a waste.
I was almost over spitting up thick phlegm. But, what the doctors recommended was that I stop taking antibiotics early. I was still spitting and they stopped the prescription. The spitting continued as it did and has grown back like a thick mold in my lungs. Why do I have to suffer spitting when they know what can stop it completely? I hate doctors with a terrible passion. So much for their sacred oath of helping while on the pay of the drug companies.
