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spherepetWe're not satisfied with easy answers to complex problems while the suspicious Scorpio Moon demands that we get to the bottom of an issue. The Moon's square to messenger Mercury makes it difficult to communicate our findings, however significant they might be. It may seem as if time is running out because it's the last day of the Sun's annual visit to intellectual Aquarius. Nevertheless, we'll have the opportunity to reveal the truth soon enough.
Your emotions are flowing so strongly now that you secretly wonder if you'll be able to contain them. However, the intense Scorpio Moon stirs your pot of desires while objective Mercury attempts to translate your passions into cold hard facts. You wish you could convey the depth and meaning you find in the things that matter most to you, but it's impossible to formulate the right words today. The way you express yourself may sound more detached than you intend, but the time will come when your heart will harmoniously align with your head.
Today is the day after the visit. I was exhausted when I went to sleep so curled up tightly. It took less than minutes for me to warm up and fall into sleep. Ah sleep, that miracle state of healing and restoration. that oblivion sometimes in a field of dreams and sometimes not. I don’t remember anything upon dragging myself into wakefulness.
I was actually up for about two hours to have a cigarette and a breakfast of oat porridge. The bowl of porridge was flavoured with an ounce of butter and three tablespoons of honey. I love breakfasts prepared that way. I also had a cup of fresh hot coffee. That was about the time that Peter became cold. He wanted to go back to bed just to warm up. OK!
I woke up at about 3:00 pm. I dragged myself off to the bathroom and did my little duty, I then walked out to my desk and had three chocolate brownies as a hunger management attempt. Then I thought about the things we had planned for the day. Oops, no go today.
It is now about 5:00 pm in a very quiet home. I am alone on the StupidThree PC that keeps me sane somehow. It isn’t very reassuring to know that I am so close to the edge of my ability to cope with my circumstances. Still, I am far better off in my disabilities than the two dear best friends who are now soon to leave with their own troubles in the directions of Heaven etc. I say that knowing I am beginning to bear the loss that is so inevitable.
Today is a day of sorrows. We now know for sure that two of our best friends are not far from Heaven. The time is short and nothing is left of our dear friends. Then I receive another shocker about Vets having decided to end it all with a graceful act of self sacrifice. Frack!
What sort of world do we live in to let this happen to us? We lived the best age of humanity and saw biplanes fly, rockets to Mars in the sky, and the golden age of technology happen around us! We are left behind it all in doting illness and oldness. We who were behind it all doing our part in propping up our version of civilization. Right.
Facebook says:
Your defining characteristics are: empathy, sincerity, altruistic, selflessness, unconditional love for others.
Helpers are extremely friendly, generous and self-serving! you are well-meaning and driven to be close to others. You can sometimes be taken advantage of by others because of your desire to constantly help others.
Gawd! Don’t you just love those little tests that everyone sends for you to play? It just boggles the mind how anything so senseless can take up so much of your precious time without any income.
EG:
You are:
Dion Fortune
British occultist and magician, Dion was a wacky author and novelist. She died in 1946, at the age of 55, but not before leaving a bit of a legacy behind her. She cofounded the Fraternity of the Inner Light, an organization that promoted a philosophy that she claimed spirits had taught her. She published articles on these subjects and seven novels that expanded on these occult themes. To this day, she's recognized as being one of the most prominent oculists of the twentieth century, whose writings and teachings have influenced later groups, like Wicca.
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Your emotions are flowing so strongly now that you secretly wonder if you'll be able to contain them. However, the intense Scorpio Moon stirs your pot of desires while objective Mercury attempts to translate your passions into cold hard facts. You wish you could convey the depth and meaning you find in the things that matter most to you, but it's impossible to formulate the right words today. The way you express yourself may sound more detached than you intend, but the time will come when your heart will harmoniously align with your head.
Today is the day after the visit. I was exhausted when I went to sleep so curled up tightly. It took less than minutes for me to warm up and fall into sleep. Ah sleep, that miracle state of healing and restoration. that oblivion sometimes in a field of dreams and sometimes not. I don’t remember anything upon dragging myself into wakefulness.
I was actually up for about two hours to have a cigarette and a breakfast of oat porridge. The bowl of porridge was flavoured with an ounce of butter and three tablespoons of honey. I love breakfasts prepared that way. I also had a cup of fresh hot coffee. That was about the time that Peter became cold. He wanted to go back to bed just to warm up. OK!
I woke up at about 3:00 pm. I dragged myself off to the bathroom and did my little duty, I then walked out to my desk and had three chocolate brownies as a hunger management attempt. Then I thought about the things we had planned for the day. Oops, no go today.
It is now about 5:00 pm in a very quiet home. I am alone on the StupidThree PC that keeps me sane somehow. It isn’t very reassuring to know that I am so close to the edge of my ability to cope with my circumstances. Still, I am far better off in my disabilities than the two dear best friends who are now soon to leave with their own troubles in the directions of Heaven etc. I say that knowing I am beginning to bear the loss that is so inevitable.
Today is a day of sorrows. We now know for sure that two of our best friends are not far from Heaven. The time is short and nothing is left of our dear friends. Then I receive another shocker about Vets having decided to end it all with a graceful act of self sacrifice. Frack!
What sort of world do we live in to let this happen to us? We lived the best age of humanity and saw biplanes fly, rockets to Mars in the sky, and the golden age of technology happen around us! We are left behind it all in doting illness and oldness. We who were behind it all doing our part in propping up our version of civilization. Right.
Facebook says:
Your defining characteristics are: empathy, sincerity, altruistic, selflessness, unconditional love for others.
Helpers are extremely friendly, generous and self-serving! you are well-meaning and driven to be close to others. You can sometimes be taken advantage of by others because of your desire to constantly help others.
Gawd! Don’t you just love those little tests that everyone sends for you to play? It just boggles the mind how anything so senseless can take up so much of your precious time without any income.
EG:
You are:
Dion Fortune
British occultist and magician, Dion was a wacky author and novelist. She died in 1946, at the age of 55, but not before leaving a bit of a legacy behind her. She cofounded the Fraternity of the Inner Light, an organization that promoted a philosophy that she claimed spirits had taught her. She published articles on these subjects and seven novels that expanded on these occult themes. To this day, she's recognized as being one of the most prominent oculists of the twentieth century, whose writings and teachings have influenced later groups, like Wicca.
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